Its been one of those days where im dealing with an abnormal amount of bullsh!t. Then someone says “it’s your mental health”
Anyway on this occassion I had to agree with them. So spending a
few days in hospital to try and feel less blank.
Ive always fought admission up to now but I wasnt safe with me anymore. So this time I accepted it, I figure something has to work.
I miss my kids so much. For now I feel it’s better for mummy to be ‘on holiday’ so I can get it together. I want to be a mummy who feels the laughter and sadness and joy.